1. |
Repentance
03:15
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Pour me another shot
I know, you know, you know you stayed up late that night
It burns me deep inside
swallowing my own pride
This thirst for revenge never ends in
Just a simple sin
Drinking away all this misery for
You old friend
It comes to rest upon the harshest words
Never one for leaving well enough alone
I need to have the last word
To show contempt I have for you
I've convinced myself it's hate
To hide the way it hurts
And that I'll always remember exactly how you done me so wrong
There's a voice that speaks inside of me
Turn away from your past
Set down your grudge
Find peace
Off you went up the street,
hid yourself in the light of your own guilt
It burns you deep inside
Progression to your devout
Is there a god? I need answers! Blood of wine! This is a disaster.
Praying away all this misery for
You old friend
I let it end with a soft word
To show that we can heal
I've accepted that it hurts
to wash away the hate
There's a voice that speaks inside of me
Turn away from your past
Set down your grudge
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2. |
Faded Message
03:06
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It's been a long day
Even longer, since I felt this way
Lost alone beset with grieve looking
For some sense of hope a greater meaning
But my existence seems small
No sphere of influence at all
It makes me wonder why I live at all
What could be the point?
I felt it coming, trembling
Where to escape, off the ledge
Off the ledge, shaking rails, off the edge, end my life
Why did you jump you read the
Signs
Signs
Signs
Signs
Stained in paint, you read the
Signs on rails
Don’t look down as you descent
Close your eyes as you impale
I’ve caused hurt I can’t know
Oh my parents
Their son is never coming home.
Signs
Signs
Signs
Signs
Stained in pain, I recall one line
“Don’t do it, someone will care”
Take the leap if I shall dare
Living in the past
It's so easy to forget the future
But this choice permanent can’t be undone,
And all though it won’t solve a thing
It shows exactly how much I care
That I'd leave it all
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3. |
Ocean Depths
03:03
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The water on my feet reminds that
I’m a long way from home
The crashing tide that brought me here
Seems oh so inviting
So I'll write these thoughts down
It’s so lonely
Not a single word to be exchanged with the ocean breeze
Just words sent out to sea
From my home I’ve been so lost...
So lost for so long
Should I ever make it back...
will I know just how I’m meant to live?
Have the best parts of me been washed out to sea
Drowned in ocean depths unseen?
And I’m left a shell upon the shore
The ocean tide, the words I’ve left behind
Pick it up and press it to your ear
A voice cries out from ocean depths
Dive down, to see what rest there
Dive down, to find me
Dive down, to see what rest there
Dive down, to find me
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4. |
Escitalopram
03:52
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These claustrophobic walls are caving in
The air is thin, the dust within
Consciously thinking about the escape
Harbored, my only desire
To venture out and to return to the prior
Red sky at morning, take warning
Red sky at morning, it’s pouring
The formality of my sanity is slowly slipping as I gasp for air.
Pill after pill I still feel afraid.
I can't understand how living this life could be unfair,
Please let this end!
I am still here
Please look at me, you can still see me, don’t let me fall down, Remember me
I am here, I am here, I am here, please remember me
As I fell in, the deepest of waters
What will I find? Who will I find?
How long will it take? How long do I have?
Desolate, abandoned, stranded at sea
Will these clouds ever leave? Will the rain ever cease?
Red sky at morning, take warning
Red sky at morning, it’s pouring
The reality of my atrophy is slowly setting as I try to move.
Day after day I wither away.
Take every step as if my progress could be assured,
Yet I've gone back.
These bone white pills
Why should I take?
It never stops the pain inside of me)
My head and body still ache
I see the door
Exit, nevermore
Will it stop the pain inside of me?
My head and body still ache
I pick myself up and I swear I won't go for another taste.
I'll leave this place behind,
The door beyond the bend.
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5. |
Collapse
05:19
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Why can’t you change?
Is the fraction of the matter not worth your time?
Keep blaming
Everyone, your loved ones
Asked for forgiveness after everything we witnessed
Oh, why do you even try
You're the worst type of person
Finding the fault in everyone
Ignoring all your own
I'm done listening
Keep your message to yourself
It's enough I had my fill enough of you to last a life time
A friendship in collapse
Oh, why did you even come back
In our lives
The promises were promising
Perseverant propositions of
ongoing problems
We didn’t see as true
Oh, why did we do this to you
We are but fools
we bury the guilty with unsettled dirt
Attacking close ones, oh hell do they hurt
Our hearts only carry so much till collapse
So why do we do this to all of ourselves
Please never come back
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