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Into the Drink

by River Aria

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1.
Repentance 03:15
Pour me another shot I know, you know, you know you stayed up late that night It burns me deep inside swallowing my own pride This thirst for revenge never ends in Just a simple sin Drinking away all this misery for You old friend It comes to rest upon the harshest words Never one for leaving well enough alone I need to have the last word To show contempt I have for you I've convinced myself it's hate To hide the way it hurts And that I'll always remember exactly how you done me so wrong There's a voice that speaks inside of me Turn away from your past Set down your grudge Find peace Off you went up the street, hid yourself in the light of your own guilt It burns you deep inside Progression to your devout Is there a god? I need answers! Blood of wine! This is a disaster. Praying away all this misery for You old friend I let it end with a soft word To show that we can heal I've accepted that it hurts to wash away the hate There's a voice that speaks inside of me Turn away from your past Set down your grudge
2.
It's been a long day Even longer, since I felt this way Lost alone beset with grieve looking For some sense of hope a greater meaning But my existence seems small No sphere of influence at all It makes me wonder why I live at all What could be the point? I felt it coming, trembling Where to escape, off the ledge Off the ledge, shaking rails, off the edge, end my life Why did you jump you read the Signs Signs Signs Signs Stained in paint, you read the Signs on rails Don’t look down as you descent Close your eyes as you impale I’ve caused hurt I can’t know Oh my parents Their son is never coming home. Signs Signs Signs Signs Stained in pain, I recall one line “Don’t do it, someone will care” Take the leap if I shall dare Living in the past It's so easy to forget the future But this choice permanent can’t be undone, And all though it won’t solve a thing It shows exactly how much I care That I'd leave it all
3.
Ocean Depths 03:03
The water on my feet reminds that I’m a long way from home The crashing tide that brought me here Seems oh so inviting So I'll write these thoughts down It’s so lonely Not a single word to be exchanged with the ocean breeze Just words sent out to sea From my home I’ve been so lost... So lost for so long Should I ever make it back... will I know just how I’m meant to live? Have the best parts of me been washed out to sea Drowned in ocean depths unseen? And I’m left a shell upon the shore The ocean tide, the words I’ve left behind Pick it up and press it to your ear A voice cries out from ocean depths Dive down, to see what rest there Dive down, to find me Dive down, to see what rest there Dive down, to find me
4.
Escitalopram 03:52
These claustrophobic walls are caving in The air is thin, the dust within Consciously thinking about the escape Harbored, my only desire To venture out and to return to the prior Red sky at morning, take warning Red sky at morning, it’s pouring The formality of my sanity is slowly slipping as I gasp for air. Pill after pill I still feel afraid. I can't understand how living this life could be unfair, Please let this end! I am still here Please look at me, you can still see me, don’t let me fall down, Remember me I am here, I am here, I am here, please remember me As I fell in, the deepest of waters What will I find? Who will I find? How long will it take? How long do I have? Desolate, abandoned, stranded at sea Will these clouds ever leave? Will the rain ever cease? Red sky at morning, take warning Red sky at morning, it’s pouring The reality of my atrophy is slowly setting as I try to move. Day after day I wither away. Take every step as if my progress could be assured, Yet I've gone back. These bone white pills Why should I take? It never stops the pain inside of me) My head and body still ache I see the door Exit, nevermore Will it stop the pain inside of me? My head and body still ache I pick myself up and I swear I won't go for another taste. I'll leave this place behind, The door beyond the bend.
5.
Collapse 05:19
Why can’t you change? Is the fraction of the matter not worth your time? Keep blaming Everyone, your loved ones Asked for forgiveness after everything we witnessed Oh, why do you even try You're the worst type of person Finding the fault in everyone Ignoring all your own I'm done listening Keep your message to yourself It's enough I had my fill enough of you to last a life time A friendship in collapse Oh, why did you even come back In our lives The promises were promising Perseverant propositions of ongoing problems We didn’t see as true Oh, why did we do this to you We are but fools we bury the guilty with unsettled dirt Attacking close ones, oh hell do they hurt Our hearts only carry so much till collapse So why do we do this to all of ourselves Please never come back

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released November 1, 2019

Written by:
Joseph Murphy
Brad Pittman
Tim Long
Jason Barlow
Reese Royster

Lyrics by:
Joseph Murphy
Tim Long

Produced by:
Joseph Murphy

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River Aria Biloxi, Mississippi

Post-Hardcore
Metalcore
Biloxi MS

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